Thursday, November 09, 2006

the performance...well, I have a feeling that this will be one class that I will not forget any time soon, especially since I was in the group that was getting treated as the disability group. I honestly was trying to figure out what had happened that made her so mad especially at me since I felt out of the whole group I kept hearing my name come up as though I was getting picked on the most. I just kept thinking what could I have done that would have made her this mad to put me in my own group as well as continue to check on what I have done and criticize it and tell me that I was far behing, talking to loud, and shouldnt be taking the notes that the class was on until I was done with the previous activity. I found it very hard to keep concentrating on what I was doing, even with the worksheet because I was getting so upset with not feeling as though I was doing what I was supposed it in addition to trying to figure out what I had done wrong to deserve the treatement I was getting. I could hardly concentrate after as well because I still felt some what flustered with everything, especially since I was so far behind in the class notes while trying to finish the assignment I was previously given. It also helps me to see in a more visual form what I had just read in the book last night. I was very happy to know from a more first hand experience what the child was going to and how not to treat a student if they are behind the class and not able to keep up as the others are . I could never imagine to having to go through that kind of thing every day when I was attending classes and I have no idea how kids are able to do that. I would like to have gone through that situation again only being in the other role just to watch since I already know what it is like to be in the role of the ones who are not getting attention and feeling as though they are not good enough, no matter how hard I try. I am glad to know that I wasnt really doing anything wrong and that it was all part of making a point, which I dont think any of us will forget soon. I am glad that I was in class to get to see it.

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